Although I have visited the surface I didn't dwell on the missed opportunities, at the time. 

I have always viewed myself as an "underachiever". Spending time with Cezar, lazing around, this felt very satisfying.

But something new stirs in me. Perhaps it is the ability to look in on the Human world at will now, piercing easily between our realm and theirs.

Quantifying each city in terms of Demonic Power Potential (DPP) is almost staggering to think about. Of course no individual Demon, aside from the Masters, could ingest all that power without hundreds of years to compress and utilize it, the fact that it is all just THERE is something I cannot stop thinking about. 

Imagine being free in that place. Eating, growing, utilizing, eating again. Using that power to do more, BE more.

Why ARE we stuck in this bubble of nothingness? A prison we have lived in so long we have forgot that the bars are not just decoration, but an insult to all we are.

I am no longer content. I am not unhappy with this change.

-Scrambles scientific notation journal