My thoughts are SO LOUD I can't shut them up but I'm doing EVERYTHING that I'm told and Saint Vau likes me at least I LIKE HIM! I REALLY like him. When I'm around him I feel more grounded. I'm not crazy but I feel sane. I held his hand yesterday. I only realized that that the voices had stopped roaring when I did that. 

The Doctor said that it's normal and to not worry. To just focus on what we need to accomplish. Don't let my fears get in the way don't let my ANGER get in the way!! GOD WHERE IS ALL THIS ANGER COMING FROM??

I need to see Vau. We can kill something together. That's the absolute best way to calm it all down. To have no thoughts at all.

-Demon Slayer Gerda